人都是多面体的,尤其是艺术家。像我这样出身于封建家庭,个性受过严格禁锢的人,尤其如此。封建传统的教育使我自己某些部分遮蔽得很深,而自身对于这种禁锢的反叛也因此显得格外强烈,这种挣扎深藏于我的外表之下,却在作品中充分表露,所以,这种挣扎也愈见其悲苦。 People are polyhedral, especially artists. This is especially true for someone like me who came from a feudal family and whose personality was strictly imprisoned. The traditional feudal education obscured some parts of myself and the rebellion against this imprisonment became even stronger. The struggle was hidden under my appearance but fully revealed in the works. Therefore, This struggle is also more saddened.