一我终于决定告别医生这个职业,是在一个冬天的早晨,在一家医院的病房里,我的角色不是医生,而是正在陪床的患者家属。医院的肿瘤科病房,消毒水的气味充满病房的每一个角落,这是我熟悉的气味,病房同样是我每天面对的,再也熟悉不过的场景,但是,父亲作为重症病人躺在我身边的病床上,如此境地,我无法安然入眠。于是,天还没有透亮,我就披着衣服站在窗前,漫无目的朝窗外环顾。窗 As soon as I finally decided to say goodbye to the doctor, on a winter morning, in a hospital ward, my role was not a doctor, but a relative of the patient who was on the bed. The hospital’s oncology ward, the smell of disinfectant water filled every corner of the ward, which is my familiar smell, ward is also my face every day, are also familiar scene, however, as my father lay as a critically ill patient Bed, so, I can not sleep peacefully. So, the sky has not yet translucent, I stood in front of the window draped, aimlessly looking out the window. window