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前几天,清理一些旧物,居然发现保留了从1986年开始的日记。1986——,站在2013年的天空下,有一种恍然隔世的空茫,我力图还原它的气息、它的声音、它的色彩和光影,但目力所触的现实却让我产生了真切的错乱感。在从童年到中年的时间恒河中,在几乎没有弄清如何长大,却已被时间之手推向中年的现实处境中,我猛然意识到七零后已经迈进了回望青春的行列。可是我们拥有怎样的青春呢?和五零后、六零后直接参与、见证诸多的宏大叙事比较
A few days ago, clean up some of the old things, actually found to retain the diary since 1986. In 1986, standing in the sky of 2013, there was a sudden empty space, I tried to restore its breath, its voice, its color and light, but the reality of the eyesight made me produce a real Disorder. During the period from childhood to middle age, in the real situation where almost no clarification was given to how to grow up, but it has been pushed to middle age by the hand of time, I suddenly realized that after 70 years, I have stepped back to the ranks of youth . But what kind of youth do we have? And after 50 and 60, we are directly involved and witness a lot of grand narratives